Giveaway happy scappy quilt!!!!!!!

Go to marie-madeline studio for a happy scrappy quilt giveaway.

Super Savings Saturday!!! Saved 89% at Target!!!

I have used coupons since last November when I found out I was pregnant. So I have decided to start back. I went to Target today and spent $3.71 on $33.83 worth of items. Be sure to check out Crystal's blog.



I got
-3 1 oz baby shampoo
-2 1 oz baby lotions
-2 twix bars
-3 Kashi cereals
-2 Kashi tlc bars
-2 degree deodorants
-4 8 pk Nexcare band aids

Dress like a cow day at chick fil a!!!!!!

We had a great time at chickfila today. It was totally free because we dressed like a cow. What a great way to have a "Frugal Friday".

It has been a while :)

Wow so much has gone on. The last week has been crazy. Last Monday, June 30 my car got broken into. They stole my purse and my husband's gps. They broke the window so I had to do an insurance claim, and I am still in a rental car, that only seats 5. Not to mention the last two weeks I have been sick. But on the bright side I finally won a giveaway from Christine's blog. Thanks so much. I hope everyone is having a great summer.

HAVA Baby Sling Giveaway

Christine is having a giveaway on her blog so check it out.

Meeting the Duggars!!!

Today the Duggars were in Dollywood and I got to meet them. They are truly a great family. I even did an interview with the camera people so who knows I might be on their show(I do not like the camera, but oh well). Here are the pictures.

Lab results.

I got my lab results back today. Good news is I do not have a blood clotting disorder, how ever my insulin is high and they are putting me on metformin. It is usually given to people with type 2 diabetes, I do not have that but they do believe I have PCOS. This will help regulate my cycles which will help me get pregnant, help me lose weight, and help prevent miscarriages once I get pregnant. Still there is really no answer as to why my sweet little Haven passed away, but I do know God is in control. So what ever happens I will put my trust in Him.

No words.

This last week has been really hard. Every time I see a pregnant woman or a little baby girl, I just want to cry. How I am suppose to get through this? Why is life sometimes just too hard to bare? I do not understand it. Then I think about Jesus, and what he did for me on that cross, and realize he understands. Only He can get me through this.
On another note, I have lost 6 pounds and 16 1/3 inches throughout my body. I am thankful that I am finally getting healthy. Physically I feel great, mentally, well that is another issue. I hope everyone has a great weekend.

In Memory of Haven Joy Fox!!

Today I went back to the doctor and they told me our precious baby was a girl. She had no chromosomal problems, so they believe that I have some kind of blood clotting disorder. They drew about 10 tubes of blood to test for several different problems that could cause a miscarriage. I will know the results in about 2 weeks. I was doing better but when they told me she was a girl, it really made me realize that she was real. We have decided to call her Haven(means a safe place and that is where she is with Jesus in a safe place) Joy(she truly was a joy even through this difficult time). We are considering her birth date to be February 20, because even though she wasn't alive when she was born, she still was a person and had a soul. I look at Hannah and Haley and wondered if she looked like them or if she would of had curly hair like they had. I wonder what color her eyes and hair would of been. What kind of personality she would of had. This is so hard, I just don't see how anyone could kill a baby. The doctor said I can try to get pregnant again after I have two cycles. Everyone just keep me in your prayers.

Happy Birthday to my sweet little boy and a new update.

My sweet little Bryson turns 6 today. I can't believe how fast my babies are growing.




I have started a new chapter in my life. I joined a gym. I never thought I would step foot in a gym but I have been going since Sunday. The best part is they have a daycare, so I can go early in the afternoon around 10 and there are not that many people there. The doctors blame my two years of infertility on my weight, so my goal is to lose it. I still don't buy it, because I see women way bigger than me having children all the time. During my pregnancy I lost 5 pounds due to the morning sickness, and I lost another 10 after I lost the baby due to depression and not eating. Now that I am exercising, I have not gained any of that weight back, even though I am eating now. My goal is to go to the gym Monday thru Friday and take the weekend off. I hope to lose another 75 pounds.