Today I went back to the doctor and they told me our precious baby was a girl. She had no chromosomal problems, so they believe that I have some kind of blood clotting disorder. They drew about 10 tubes of blood to test for several different problems that could cause a miscarriage. I will know the results in about 2 weeks. I was doing better but when they told me she was a girl, it really made me realize that she was real. We have decided to call her Haven(means a safe place and that is where she is with Jesus in a safe place) Joy(she truly was a joy even through this difficult time). We are considering her birth date to be February 20, because even though she wasn't alive when she was born, she still was a person and had a soul. I look at Hannah and Haley and wondered if she looked like them or if she would of had curly hair like they had. I wonder what color her eyes and hair would of been. What kind of personality she would of had. This is so hard, I just don't see how anyone could kill a baby. The doctor said I can try to get pregnant again after I have two cycles. Everyone just keep me in your prayers.
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I am SO sorry! I've had 6 or 7 m/c's myself. The last one was May of 07'. I don't follow the two cycle rule on conceiving. I've conceived 2 of our children the month of a m/c. I take progesterone and have taken Heparin in the past. This past time I opted to take a baby aspirin and then late I took Red Clover tea as it's a natural blood thinner. If you want to ever talk let me know. I've gone through the same testing too. The Lord comfort you. Love, Pam (stilllearning)
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Praying the Lord will comfort you in a special way today. Haven Joy is a beautiful name.
What a beautiful tribute and name you chose for your precious baby girl. I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. May God give you comfort and peace. God Bless, Hillary
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