Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Those words seem so foreign but so right. This morning I took another test with my first morning urine. It was a ept digital and after the longest 3 minutes, it said pregnant. I then took the other one that was in the pack later in the day and it said pregnant as well. Then I went to the health Department and took another one and it was positive. So after 7 tests, I AM PREGNANT!!!!!! Yeah, I am so excited, there are just no words. I feel in my heart this is right. In the morning I am going to a Birthing Center for orientation, and my first appointment will be 11/25/08 unless they can get me one earlier. They will do an ultrasound to confirm that it is not ectopic, and I am believing and praying that it is not. I do not have a due date but my guess is mid July. My children are so excited. It is so funny the other day Hannah said "Mommy are we ever going to have another baby" I told her we could pray. So this is how it went. I said "Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this day and the time we have together, Hannah and I agree and claim in Jesus name, that we will be blessed with a baby, if it is your will. In fact we will be happy with twins" and she said " We will take triplets", I had to control my self from laughing. But you see with all seriousness, I believe that God has given me another chance to be a mommy again. So many times when I was pregnant with the other 3 I took advantage of being pregnant and not enjoying it. I was young and naive and listened to everyone else telling me it is not normal to want a big family. But now I will not listen to anyone telling me different that what I feel in my heart is right. GOD is in control of everything in my life and I give it all to him. Thank you for letting me vent. I hope everyone has a blessed week!!!