First post of 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow I can't believe tomorrow will already be the 9th. I am still having sickness. I will be 12 weeks Monday. I went to the doctor last week and everything looked well my uterus is growing, but they couldn't get the baby's heartbeat. Right now they are not concerned because a) I was only 10 weeks and 1 day b) My uterus is tilted which makes it more difficult, and c) I have belly fat which makes it even more difficult. I go back the 28th, and I will be 14 weeks so they should hear it by then. A part of me wants to doubt, but I know that God gave me this baby and knows I can not handle another loss. Besides I prayed and asked God not to let me get pregnant and go through that again, so I know he will answer my prayer. Just keep me in your prayers, it has been really hard with all the stress and worry. I have been sick all day and have had a hard time just getting out of the bed. We started back school this week after a 3 week break, and that has been hard too. Hannah is fine, because she is very independent, but I have to sit down and do everything with Bryson. I am so behind on laundry. I have most of it washed, but we are digging out of baskets, even for towels. That is very embarrassing to admit but it is the truth. I know this too will pass and in the end it will be worth it ALL. I have no regrets. Blessings to everyone.

What was I supposed to be?

Though I do not agree with Ray Boltz's recent confession of being gay, I do love this song and this video. I do not see how anyone could abort a precious gift from God. I was a young teenage mother and yet I survived. If there is no way you can raise a baby at least give it a chance, there are plenty of people out there that would take care of a baby that can not have one.

Update and Break!!!!!!!!!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while but I have been hit hard by Morning sickness. It has not been easy. I am very tired all the time. I am going to take a break for a while. I go back to the doctor next Tuesday. Maybe I will update at the beginning of the new year with pictures, that is just next week. This year has flown by. Everyone have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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It has started!

The nausea has officially started. It doesn't seem to be as bad as it was with Haley. With Hannah I didn't have any, I didn't even know I was pregnant until 6 months. With Bryson it came and went, and only certain smells would make me vomit. With Haley it was non stop every day until I had her. Even though I don't like it, it is a sign that everything is okay. Fudge Popsicles seem to help, I haven't vomited yet and I hope I don't, that is the worse part. I have also had a lot of heartburn. The 6th week is behind me and I am in my 7th, it so crazy I found out I was pregnant so soon. I guess somethings you just know. I bought a fetal Doppler off eBay but it is still too early to hear anything. I will try every week until I do. We have had a lot going on with Holidays and will be going to my Mom's house Friday in South Carolina. I hope everyone has a great Day.

New update!!!

Well today was the big day. It has been a long week. At so many times I have had so much doubt. I was so scared. As I waited in the waiting room I was so nervous. My heart was pounding and my hands were sweaty. The called my name and we(dh and children) all went back. She tried to see on my belly and thought she saw a heartbeat, but said we had to do it trans vaginal. As soon as she inserted it, I saw my precious blessing. It's heart was beating 124 beats per minute. I am 6 weeks and 1 day, so my due date is July 27. This is so surreal. After, I talked to one of the midwives and my progesterone level has gone up to 21.47, Praise the lord, and my hcg is over 7700. They said "It looks to be a viable pregnancy, but you are not are out the woods yet." I do not believe that I AM GOING TO HAVE A BABY IN JULY. Thank you so much for your prayers and please continue to pray. I have to go next week for an early glucose test, I am guessing because of my weight. I go December 30 for my next OB appointment. Here is our precious little baby. (sorry for the quality.)

New pregnancy update!!!

They just called and my hcg levels are at 1345 but my progesterone levels went down to 8.2. That is quiet concerning. However I did start my progesterone supplements yesterday. They 100 mg and I have to take 2 a day. I go back in Monday for another blood retest and Tuesday for the Ultrasound. They should know by then if it is ectopic or not. I don't care what they may believe or what they are saying about my blood levels God is in control. Please pray for me, I will be glad when I know every thing is okay. By Monday my Hcg levels should be at around 10,000 and even if my progesterone just goes up a little that is a good sign. I hope everyone has a HAPPY THANKSGIVING, and I will update Tuesday.

Gatlinburg!!

A couple a weeks ago my sister came up and we went to Gatlinburg for the day. Here are just a few pictures.




I love the ones of Ethan. I was wearing him on a sling. He is so sweet. I can't believe He will be a year old in a month.

PREGNNACY UPDATE!!!!!!!

My hcg levels did double like they were supposed to. However my progesterone levels went down to 9.9 and they like it to be above 10. I am about to go right now for another set of blood work. Please pray for me. I need my levels to go up. She is putting me on a progesterone pill. I am believing that everything will be okay.

Meet my new Nephews!!!!!!!!!!

Here is Nina and Karl before her C-section.


Right after the babies were born



I am not sure who is who!! James is 5lbs 11ozs and 19 1/4 inches long. Benjamin is 6lbs 8ozs and 18 34 inches long. That is pretty big for twins considering they were 5 weeks early. It is funny Nina and my husband even though they are 4 years apart could pass for twins. These boys look more like my husband than my kids do.